i need a person whom i can tell evrything what's in my mind, coz i have no opportunity to communicate with my bf, i feel myself very lonevy, i'm talking with 50 or more people evryday, they give my some portion of streingth, but i need something special, i can't hold this everything in myself, maybe to ask for a help of a psycologist, but it will be for money, i don't wanna pay such a great sum, you'll ask what's up with my friends, noooo, they have their problems, i don't wanna press them with mine, shit, i want to cry, it's painful when it's all inside you and you can't share this with enyone, i can only do it here, it helps me to relax a little bit, but it's not the same like speak with the real person. i'm strong , but i'm so weak, maybe it's all only coz of the beginning of my periods, shit, why it's all for us, for woman, i don't want to be like a furia while it's going to begin. and one more thing, i begin to hate men at this period, coz i want sex, but can't get it, so men, sorry, i'll be a cat these weak, i'll be furious, anooying, irritatable, angry, SOOOOOORRRRYYYYYYYYYYY
